long hair, come back to me please.

look how luscious it was! i miss it. so so so much. maybe i'll save my wittle pennies and get them again. although i AM proud of my hair for growing so long.

my hair went barely along my jaw line in SEPTEMBER.  hair usually only grows 1/4 of an inch a month. (at least that's what they told me when i went to  school.)

in DECEMBER it was practically to my shoulders.
i am just too impatient.

no sleep atty.

i thought since atty didn't really have a good nap last night she would go to bed at 7 and stay asleep for the rest of the night. ohh boy. i was wrong. when i tried going to bed at 10 atty woke up and decided she had tons of energy. she ended up not going to bed til 1:30, and that's because i made her. she was being so funny i couldn't help but not care. plus i got these silly pictures.

orange leaf.

before(:

after(:

this little girl loves her frozen yogurt. and i love her.

i don't think anyone is ever going to know how much i love atty, and how much she means to me this little girl is my absolute everything. even through her giant temper tantrums, spoiled attitude, and poopy diapers at the end of the day i look at her and i realize i love her even more than i did that morning.

have you ever seen a cuter face?

a message from atty(:yryrdfy

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here's a break down of yesterday.

• wake up to atty pooping, pick her up and it gets all over me.:/
• went to old navy, and to get new shoes and a new pillow for my momma.
• come home and play with atty.
• go to dinner with my my parents and cecil's family.
• watched breaking bad wiff jordan.(:

at dinner i came to the conclusion i am not going out to eat with atty any time soon again. she is such a wild child. temper tantrums left and right. i miss the days i could go and just have her in her car seat and she would sleep. she's still the sweetest baby you'll ever meet, she just knows what she wants...

new year 2012.

i cannot believe that 2011 came and is gone already. i feel like i just got use to writing 2011 on everything. i have come such a long way since new years day last year. the past year has had so many ups and downs, but the ups outweigh the down by far. for every bad thing that happened, i can count ten good things that happened.
here is a list of things that i have loved about 2011.

• watching atty grow to be a beautiful, healthy one year old.
• i accomplished my goal of breastfeeding for a year.(i think i'm stuck in it or the long run.)
• me and atty have had the privilege of spending a lot of time with the family doing fun things. like the zoo, dinosaur museum, tulip festival, farm land, temple square, and a trip to idaho.
• i started cosmetology school, realized i hated it, and quit.
• i've moved on from someone i thought i would never be able to.
• i got my ged. finally.
• i met an amazing boy that i can actually see myself with.

these are some things i am hoping for 2012.

• be the best mom i can possibly be.
• eat healthy, and work out. 
• cut back on soda.
• do better at documenting important things that happen.
• start school again.
• be positive and happy with myself.
• make new friends.
• complete my 365 project.
• blog more.
• read at least one book a month.
• care more about how i look.
• grow my hair out.
• work my hardest things to make things work each relationship. friends, family, boyfriend, etc.
• let people know more often how much they mean to me, and how thankful i am for them
• finish attys room.
• take more pitures with atty

that's not even all, but all i can think of for right now(:

here's a picture of atty january 1, 2011 and one from today!